Saturday

I feel like I'm going to be swallowed up with pain sometimes, like when I look at Terri's picture. How is she gone? I've re-read notes from her and it just makes me miss her more and want her back. I have to keep reminding myself she is with the Lord, she loved me, she isn't feeling like I wasn't a good enough friend or that I somehow let her down. She was so selfless and always eager to get together. She became like a sister to me in several ways, and I just can't believe she is gone.