How Do You Sleep When the Pain is Hard

I'm not sure how to sleep on a night like this. You were just here, and now your gone. I didn't get to say goodbye. Or tell you once more how much you mean to me. But I know you knew. I don't want to wake up tomorrow and remember this day. I want it to be better, and it is just starting. How do I say goodbye when you've already gone?

First posted 2/24/17, two days after my dear friend left this life and entered into eternity.