What Drives Your School?

I've been laboring over a decision about school next year. Why it first began is rather predictable, but why it's ensued isn't. I think I'm getting to the bottom of it, because I've spent a ridiculous amount of time thinking on it and talking to trusted friends and my husband about it. I need a break from our usual routine, and I am starting to think the reason is that I want to be driving our school next year rather than any program. I'm a firm believer if you do a program, you need to DO it, and when you've been in one for a long time, it's going to have to be done because that is how we're trained. We don't just go and show up to anything, we prepare, we invest, we're committed. But next year I really don't want to be driven by externals that much, at least not as much as we have been.